ansakit ng paa ko! halos gumapang na ako pauwi...

it was one of the most rewarding and exhausting experience for me... hahaha. :-P

i also met a lot of new friend there... :-P thanxu guys for the fun memories.

there was free lunch and dinner... i almost vomited kac naman busog na ko... binulungan pa ko nung katabi ko na bottomless ang rice! hihi. busog talaga...

Instead of studying for my law exam tomorrow... i'm doing this instead lol.

i've had enough with emo-ing over my miserable life!

hahaha.

My group and i are planning to cosplay eureka 7 and guess who the character assigned to me is lol...

Talho... hahaha

really luv her.. she's an awesome character.. kinda slutty but still i like her character design...

okay... they insist but... making me dress up in talho's uber sexy outfit would be like... erm, dressing up an electric post...

:-D

College isn't as exciting anymore. Right now all i care about is cosplaying, drawing and anime. It's okay to declare that my life revolves around these things... I don't really care if i get a 5 or 6 at my law major.

And when i surf the dev art for well... art... I realize that i'm not as good as other people around me perceive. My bestfriend, when we were in high school told me that my drawings lack 'soul'. It struck me like... (for lack of better words) lightning. That's when it hit me... that there is REALLY something missing.

I really appreciate it... that she told me that truth i've been waiting for somebody aside from me to confirm.

It's been quite a long time since then... but well, it's still clearly etched on my mind... There's disappointment and a bit of denial... But how could i deny something so evident, even to myself?